Not Feeling Holy Week This Year

I must say I am a member of a terrific church (St. Peter’s Episcopal Church) and I have a terrific priest and deacon. However this Holy Week I am just not feeling the spirit. Perhaps the whole tone of it is surrounding darkness and there already enough darkness in the world. Sure, I know the Easter story has a good ending, but it still doesn’t do enough to shake the feeling I am having. I know I am team Jesus but sometimes that means being comforted without having to put on the front of positivity that just isn’t there.