My heart and soul are in a low place. My old self seemed to have disappeared sometime in 2018. This new version of me has been around for awhile and its a person who has made the transition from being an extrovert to more of a introvert. My self esteem is also not at its best and that has something to do with my depression.
I choose to be a different sort of man/person who will admit his/their shortcomings and how he feels. Right now I can only be who I am in the moment. Sure I have moments of joy where I laugh but for the most part I have become someone different and I suppose that’s OK. The space to be myself is something I am grateful for because I can’t fake it very well.