Visiting My Dad

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Today we visited my dad’s grave for the first time. It was surreal seeing his name engraved in marble. My reaction wasn’t what I thought it was going to be which is strange. I know everyone grieves differently but it seems like I am going through some motions here and I want to feel something. Dad, I miss you so much. Rest in power. To infinity and beyond.

(Please do not reblog, thank you.)

Life After Five Weeks

It’s been 5 weeks since my dad passed away and I am still sad. This has been a time of figuring things out in this new normal. Knowing he is not here is tough. I am trying to find moments of joy where I can laugh and enjoy life. Tomorrow we are going to visit his grave for the first time and I have an idea of how I will feel and react but it could be something different. Let’s see how things go.