I have found I am better at socializing in very small groups. Being in a situation where there are lots of people who I don’t know it is kind of intimidating. There are some situations where I don’t feel like I belong in the room of people I am in. Maybe its a self esteem thing or perhaps I am quirky and nerdy and not everyone universally understands that world. As a grown up I need to be able to navigate the social waters wherever I am but it really is hard to be genuine and to be yourself when you are in a situation where you feel as if you are an outcast. Maybe I am overthinking this or maybe I am not.