Lately I have been in a weird head space. My sense of humor is kind of dry and dorky. At times I am blue and then I am some sort of other color. I don’t think it’s a bi-polar thing it’s just mood swings. Maybe that happens when you get older or something like that. Believe me I have always been a weirdo (with a heart of gold) but in the past couple of years its been a weirdo in some dark space. Grief mixed in with other stuff can create a strange cocktail. Most importantly I am very much human and there is a lot that goes with that.