I have depression and this is a season where I feel the blues. Much of it has to do with the losses of a parent and my maternal grandparents. Changes in life like getting older can be a struggle. Having a soft heart is a good thing but sometimes it can get the best of you. This is not a fun time of year for me. I thank those such as my missus who try to help me get through it all. Now is the time to do the best you can or something like that.