Just so you know I am a nerd, geek, dork. That being said I am socially a bit awkward with people outside my friendship group. Not knowing how to relate to someone can be difficult, challenging, sometimes impossible. When you march to the beat of your own drummer and see the world from a different lens you are going to find it tough. Sure I am a dude but there is a good level of feminine influence that informs me about how to get along in the world. Doing things your own way can be freeing but hard. Everyone is awkward about something and that is alright.