I am not very good at a lot of things these days. I am doing what I can which doesn’t seem like much. To be honest I am still grieving my dad and that has taken a lot of wind out of my sails. One day I hope to be better than I am now and I don’t know when that will happen. My friends, I still care but these days I need to care more about myself because it’s what I need to do. Your concern and care for me are appreciated.